Practicing

Yesterday, a piano student asked an excellent question:

How should one practice when it is a sporadic thing such as when one goes home to visit family during a holiday from school?

I have several answers and I need to take them to heart myself.

1. The problem might be mental. If you only have a few minutes here and there to practice, getting in practicing mode may be hard to do because of concentration issues. Start the day with a writing session of ten to fifteen minutes. Write down whatever is on your mind. This isn't journaling, it's mental house cleaning. Julia Cameron suggests this in The Artist's Way, and it's what broke my own years-long creative block about composing. (Mark Lackey, thank you for that book!)

2. Recognize that practicing is an extension of your "quiet time." Your quiet time helps you care of yourself emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. I almost always fair better in these areas when I've gotten some practice in.

3. Tell your family and friends you need to practice. You're likely to be the only one in your situation who will make sure you practice. Someone is pushing you to do almost everything else in life, but you're the only one who will see that the practicing gets done. Say "no" to something every day or every fews days so you develop the discipline of sacrificing at least a little for your art.

4. Remember that the you want to share from the core of your life through music, not from the periphery. You want to offer a good quality gift that reflects time and thought and even a little sacrifice, not something patched together in spare moments. Having a consistent routine as you approach a recital also builds a platform of stability you would not have otherwise. You want to play from that type of place so as to do right by your talent.

5. Perhaps you should rephrase the question one often gets "How many hours a day do you practice?" as "In how many of the hours of the day do you practice?" While establishing two or three hours in a row for focused work is great for playing from the core, practicing some during many hours of the day might dramatically alter your consciousness and help you really discover who you are as a pianist. What if practicing in this way became your normal pattern of being and your mind was somehow always working on your repertoire and technique and interpretation? Then, the feeling wouldn't be that of finding a few minutes to practice here and there. Instead, your perspective would be more like sneaking in a little non-practice every now and then. You might not be able to maintain this for a long time, but it's a good experiement and procedure for learning every now and then.

6. All of this talk about sacrifices and making music from the core of one's life speaks to me of memorization. Memorizing repertoire can be a way of getting a deeper engagement with a work, making it part of yourself, and being able to express the importance it has for you with greater urgency. Those like myself who don't feel compelled to memorize everything we play should beware of becoming complacent about our actual performances. I love Robert Weirich's brilliant idea that we are playing by heart meaning that we are putting our hearts into understanding and playing the music beautifully, not burning up all our time memorizing the music. The pitfall in adopting this superb idea is feeling enlightened and relieved but not doing the work of really interpreting fully and executing worthily. Memorized or not, that's what we need to achieve through practice: thorough muscianship expressed through our specific talents. How can that really be accomplished on a diet of sporadic engagement?

Christmas 2012

Inundated by press reports regarding the shootings in Connecticut, I realize that this particular holiday season will always be remembered because of this tragedy. So many friends in education and the arts are stunned and shaken.

Yesterday was Joy Sunday in the season of Advent. We attempted to remember the big cycle of the church year to which we relate that somehow provides a context for whatever events are happening on any given day in any given year. Trying to sing "Joy to the World" at this time seemed to be one of the deeper faith experiences of recent days. Two words from this Sunday resonate in my mind. My pastor, Tim Sizemore of Church in the Meadows, acknowledged the ongoing question that many ask in times of suffering: Where is God in all of this? Tim reminded us that God was exactly where God has been everyday - in the lives and presence of the teachers, administrators, and janitorial staff who were caring for those children day in and day out.

Another pastor, whose name and church I missed, was briefly interviewed on a Tampa television station. He stated "Sometimes, God does not give us the answers because God is the answer."

While my own faith helps me cope, I would also love to hear from people with other worldviews as to how they understand and deal with such events. Would that the mainstream pmedia could demonstrate a bit more E PLURIBUS UNUM spirit and interview leaders of other traditions for the good of our national culture.